Tuesday, July 26, 2005
(Les Chemins de la Liberte)
In a basement
presently bereft of life
avocado
beer fridge contains single
serving Pop Shoppe
Tom Collins mix bottle
to which the cap
bent by the opener
is reattached
precariously and
symbolically
panelling well you know
old tube TV
21 inch black and
white and best of
all an RCA "in"
jack to which I
could run a chord from
the portable
suitcase mono that was
my parent's thus
adding a channel of deep
mahogany
courtesy the TV's
mighty twin four
inch cones resonating
through layers of made-
in-Canada-goddam
it verathane
and varnished returned now
to duty as
the downstairs TV which
I alone watched
things in black and white old
movies &c.
on this warm night having
drained the mix which
when held long enough gave
a hint of fizz
good & cold certainly!
I returned to the
weekday summer showing of
the early 70's
serialisation
of Sartre's Roads
to Freedom done by
the BBC
in that particular
house style that
English actors use
portraying
the French as in that great
Maigret series
with Michael Gambon
of which nothing
outside a lot of shouted
conversations
I remember nothing
except for that
on this night the action
suddenly shrank
to the size of a postcard
then a stamp
then a pearl on which you
could still make out
the tiny figure of a
woman in a
trench coat striding across
a tiny room
then the image brightened
to the head
of a pin retinal
trace only now
and then from the back of
the TV an
acrid plume of black smoke
(COMMITMENT
they were talking about)
poured clinging
through the vent upstairs yanked
the plug blue blue
spark a copper smell curled
but the chancy
wiring and fridge were saved.